For those of us that choose to love an addict or alcoholic, this disease hurts.  Within the brokenness and roller-coaster ride I’ve jumped on, I know there is hope.  Not hope that the relationship goes one way or the other – just hope. Hope that I have enough courage and strength to get through whatever my HP has in store for me, and hope that he finds and accepts the spiritual help that has had him sober before.

I pray.